our journey
Turn to Joshua 1 when god sent Joshua to lead the Israelite's into the promise land he said there is only one thing that you have to do FEAR NOT, AND BE BOLD. God cant work through fear he works through faith, When people judge Christians or any faith it allows that person to welcome fear into there mind and life because they are not living with the essence of God in their heart. I have seen God work in my life and It is so crazy how sly he is! If your Hung up on I'm not a believer you completely miss him working because the person not believing is focusing on not a negative rejection of complete freedom to live without worry of life's path.Regardless if they don't believe God works in there life and loves them just as much! a lot of non believers ego will not let them let go and just shower in Gods free love that washes away all sorrow! They just don't notice and that's something that makes life so magical! I am so Grateful that My mom took me to church (even though they taught me/ confused me thinking god was outside of me) I am so Grateful because I am finally anointed and I truly can say that I am not ashamed of the Gospel and I love Living with the wisdom of his heart having compassion for all souls on this earth from an ant to the earth understanding that words are magic spells that curse or bless ourselves and others. Learning that even though things seem better for others there is something that you have that they don't have. And finally Falling in love with Faith and I'm not talking about religion, I'm talking about having faith in god/universe/chi/holyspirit/Jesus/allah/buddah/higherself/ they are all one we are all one divided. Trusting that you create your reality. I prayed to god so many times and he seems to like to make miracles happen in a two week time frame! I Let go of searching for love and said God I trust that you will bless me with the perfect man when I am ready, I put all my fear aside and cast it out as I prayed this on a walk with my dog. I imagined what type of man I wanted. I told God, I said I want a good Samaritan a man that always does the right thing! Brown eyes, Muscular, Loving and kind. Two weeks later I kid you not Jason and I got together for the first time! There have been various other times within our relationship where I was suffering from ptsd a result of the sexually abuse and molestation I underwent, Jason did not understand. I was having a hard time communicating aswell and it was just a rough situation. I prayed to God that he would help Jason understand, and that he would give me the strength to communicate and not follow in the non affectionate ways I was raised. (it can feel odd to be loved when your deprived of love and affection from your family. This is something common that children of narcissistic abuse go through that can be completely corrected!) Now these are a few not even close to the amount of experiences God manifested to prove to me that Faith is all you need! I wanted to post this sermon Joyce Meyer is amazing and I rejoice in the truth that she sings! I will be posting more about my healing process and ancient healing secrets that I tapped into naturally.